In Defense of Dancing
Tonight, they leave the curtains open,
the lights on. From kitchen to living room,
they dance. Two women, bent with years,
sway in the orbit of a Bach sonata.
They move like this, as if nothing
could be wrong with the ache
to elevate, two bodies coming
so close—a single breath warms
between their lungs. They dance.
They dip and gyrate—the record warping
as each note spins its own blasphemy,
each crescendo shined into climax.
Look how they are reckless in this taming
of gravity, spilling in and out
of duende. And should she place
on the other's ear the white lily perfected
with memory, her hands, in their need to keep
from falling, find comfort
in the waist no man has troubled—
but should, also, in this nightmare
the neighbors look in with terror
crushed on their faces, some saint's name
fogging the window, fists pounding
the door, the sound of a match lifting
the hiss from an oiled torch, and should
in this nightmare, there be no nation
under God, but only this house
with its one lit window threatening
joy, should two women, full of nothing
but heat and metronomes, begin
to seal what's left of I love you
between their lips—tell me
you will not forget your faith
in heartbeats, you who are human
and must falter in the presence
of such beauty, tell me you have dreamed
of lifting your left foot closer
to flight, that you, too, would die happiest
by music, by drowning in the mouth
that swallows—gladly—your song.
- Ocean Vuong (from Guernica Magazine)
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