Farm House (Burning Down)
for the home place
She's had enough—that farmwife—so why not
haul the mantle
to the lawn, the carved oak,
why not lay the banisters
like awkward spines along the road
for all to see.
In the distance, dust devils spin
a paralyzing debt,
feed barns
spot the landscape
with viral
Lutheran ethos.
She has prayed in those churches,
run her hands
into the pew's dun wax,
felt something catch
not sin or Jesus.
Stood above the etched stone,
patriarch that marked us all.
Now
she stands
with a box of matches in her pocket,
bull dozer gunning
raw immigrant rage
into the failed earth.
She watches: the first wall snaps.
She thinks, like a continent,
while elsewhere one son tells the story
to whomever will listen
about how he fell
from the barn's slick roof
into the open book
of Revelations,
while another extends his long prodigal siege
cutting meat
in a slaughterhouse,
wanting to reclaim this world—his birthright—
but the fields are leased,
his mother lives in a double-wide
where the orchard was.
She has contracted the wreckage.
The house is tinder.
She leans,
helps spray accelerant.
It makes small pools
in the hole in the ground. She thinks:
fragments of sky
for as long as it lasts.
Mirrors with birds in them.
And then she lets the match fly.
The entire volume
explodes,
fans her face—gusts, ignited ribwork.
Pieces of ash
in what floats away.
She, the one survivor standing. Husband
long dead, daughters
gone suburban.
Farm-life reduced to a row of sows
above a trough
of watery shit,
and hybrid seeds, ill winds,
a last scrawny useless horse—
she lets
them burn.
Thinks, smoke is smoke, and a hieroglyphic.
- Dennis Hinrichsen (from the museum of americana)
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