Dennis Hinrichsen
LISTENING TO NINE INCH NAILS WHILE DOLPHINS FEED ALONG THE THE SANDBAR
you're going to get what you deserve
Nine Inch Nails
clarity in the sense of silence
George Oppen
That's the theory, at least, no cure,
so I just sift the singular gradient,
—early
spring
Florida air—dolphins
—elegantly
wheeling so that seeing
them I might live among them
and know myself...god money
—back
at the Algiers, potent
oil slick of credit. I could
—buy
one of the creatures,
*
I'm sure, or even black
market one of the bathers
—who
has startled out of perfect
blue-green wavelets
—a basking
stingray.
Magnesium blast of sunset
just beginning, we are
—the crude
Americans no one
loves, the cancerous
—tanned
plunked on towels
*
so a child, playing, cannot
help but mimic a father's
—death
as she sculpts a sand-
and—feather city just beyond
—the lick
of Gulf. Then drops, dead
knees in roiling foam
when a wave rolls in and her
—whole
world like a glacier calves.
How she tamps the wetness
—madly
shores it up, then giving in,
*
lets it shipwreck. Puddle now
I step across into salt, over-
—hear
a conversation. Man:
If you'd just come by
—and shoot
the machine gun, you'd know.
Woman: Yeah, if you can't hit some-
body with 30 rounds, some-
—thing's
wrong. Man again: You got
to remember—it's a .45. You
—only
need to hit 'em once. And now
*
one of the men, alive, in love
with the earth is stroking
—past me
to touch a dolphin. He
too, adores the gradients,
—self/
other, warming seas,
gray-finned creature
—surfacing
near his head.
so he is both drowning and
—being
saved, perhaps composing
*
a poem—a haiku if he can manage
the count—that begins with
—body, then
morphs—an ecstasy
—self and mind in imagined,
—watery
elsewhere, dolphin
feeding in the backwash. Un-
harmed, unmet, recalcitrant.
 Kicking
at the heels if that's what
to call the vanishing splash.
Cold eye
of god taken with it. Longing
*
in the form of later
happening all over the sky.
—Later
water rising and sweet
choking death. Later earth-
—ash and air-
ash, palace
of our unbecoming.
I just hope it's a face as kind
—as Whitman's
that comes
to fetch me. Singular, collective,
—demo-
cratic. A last paralysis
*
—I swear I won't utter a sound.
Dennis Hinrichsen's most recent work is Skin Music, co-winner of the Michael Waters Poetry Prize from Southern Indiana Review Press. New poems of his can be found in The Adroit Journal, Four Way Review, and Ghost Town. He lives in Lansing, Michigan.
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