Barbara Ann O'Leary
Location: Morgantown, IN
Email: wind_driven_leaf@yahoo.com
Pushlished In: Conspire, KotaPress Poetry Journal, Aesau
WITHOUT
cut it off, all off. i say cut it off
short - very
very short.
short enough
to bristle against the palm of my hand,
to remind me i go against the grain.
skin breathes better this way.
take it down tight against the skull.
flesh exposed, stripped,
sleek, vibrant, cool to the touch.
hair follicles feed toxins.
anger --
anger sprouts
from the roots of my head.
lop it off. watch it fall.
i grieve in stages. grief captured, captured.
grief scattered, sliding over waterfalls,
stirred up.
memories haunt
but cannot follow over water.
i flee across the water. safe.
ghosts can’t follow over water.
i fall back in place,
starting again -- without.