Nicolette
Bethel
The Carpenter Seals Lily's Widowhood
(1943) While Nassau fixed its eyes on dukes and counts and murdered knights, while every mouth was fat with feathered corpses, cindered beds and fingerprints on screens too charred to trust, with forearms scarred and burned, with shady gumshoes, Nazis, Dagoes, Swedes and Jews, diverted lawyers, loyal wives -- Eddie faltered in the heat. Each day his limb-bloat hardened. Poison twisted in his gut. H is skin grew deadleaf dry and black like clouds drawn thick across the sky. He couldn't piss; he couldn't sweat; and when his heart made flutters in his chest, he whispered, Love, my house is burning. Lily checked the stove, the yard, the sky, and whispered back: No fire here. But Eddie smiled. He knew the truth, and lacked the words to tell it. The doctor stopped at the bedroom door and beckoned Lily, shook his head. My dear, he said, no fire there.
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