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             Almost a year ago, an old colleague
              from the days when I practiced law called to check my recollection
              about a matter we had handled together. In the course of our conversation,
              which included a lot of catching up, he announced that he had recently
              written a novel. In part out of politeness and partly because I was curious in
              a competitive sort of way, I asked for a stray copy, which he proudly
              and promptly furnished. As with so many of the books that I receive
              with enthusiastic recommendations, or, indeed, with what feel to
              me like reading assignments, I stubbornly put off even opening
              his manuscript for the longest time.  I carried it around for months, lugging it back and forth on my
              weekly trips to Southampton, out to Yellowstone, and up to the
              White Mountains. There was always something better to read or to
              do that got in the way. Nevertheless, last Saturday on an Amtrak
              train to Washington with my wife, I pulled it out of my bag and
              with some ambivalence dove in. I was pleasantly surprised and had
              trouble putting the manuscript down when we arrived in Union Station.
              I finished it on the way home the following day.  Don't get me wrong. My friend's book is not terrific. It includes
              an implausible religious theme along the lines of demonic possession,
              and suffers from being written by a lawyer. There is a little too
              much exposition, the dialogue is occasionally wooden and it sometimes
              sounds like a legal brief; but those would be soluble problems
              in the hands of an intelligent and sensitive editor.  What impressed me was that my friend had cobbled together 107
              pages of lucid prose. His plot was creative-it caught my attention
              from the start and then twisted and turned as it marched on to
              a satisfactory and surprising conclusion. From the perspective
              of someone who can hardly assemble 1500 words four times a semester
              for a creative non-fiction workshop, in my eyes my friend had accomplished
              something substantial.  However, in an Author's Note at the end, he included an apologia.
              He explained how he came to write the book, stated its intentions
              and expressed what I thought was a timid hope that readers would
              not think too badly of the time they devoted to reading it. My
              friend sounded almost as if he felt himself an embarrassed trespasser
              in the field of writing, a goat among the lions of the literary
              establishment. I couldn't see any need for that. The story stood
              on its own and was darn good for a first try.  The literary establishment takes a lot of fun out of life with
              its high-minded seriousness and I suppose all non-members are intimidated
              to some degree. Even Stephen King, who just received the National
              Book Foundation's annual medal for distinguished contribution to
              American letters, seems to have diffident feelings. When the award
              was announced, The New York Times  scuttled around trying
              to stir up some controversy, anticipating that some of the literati
              would be upset that this enormously successful writer of "popular" as
              opposed to "literary" fiction was going to be given "their" annual
              award. The ever-quotable Harold Bloom obliged in a mean-spirited
              way by classifying King's books with the penny dreadfuls of the
              19 th century and denying them any "literary value," "aesthetic
              accomplishment," or sign "of inventive human intelligence." Some
              other publishing notables were also miffed, but for the most part
              the negative comments were meager and the Times  was obviously
              disappointed.  The result was sad, though. Instead of being able to just enjoy
              well-deserved recognition for being a gifted writer, a creative
              story teller and a master of the horror genre, this very decent
              man felt the need to expend his acceptance speech justifying his
              work and other genres of popular fiction to the assembled literary
              luminaries.  I suppose it's really a question of how big the literary Queen
              Mary should be, who should design it, and whether there should
              be much room in steerage. Joseph Epstein, who is almost always
              in the annual Best Essays  anthology, wrote an op-ed piece
              for The New York Times  last year advising people who
              think they have a book in them to keep it there. David Sexton,
              Literary Editor of the Evening Standard  in London, recently
              rang in that time spent reading mediocre novels is time subtracted
              from life.  But "Why waste everybody's time?"-especially theirs-is essentially
              a professional's argument. They forget that it's our language too.
              Writing is not just for high priests in sacred precincts. Writing
              is everybody's right. It is one of the most democratic of activities,
              not something best left to a professional class.  I cannot accept that amateurs should just sit in the stands, eat
              hot dogs and watch the "pros" perform. Sure, an exciting football
              game, a beautiful ballet, a well-acted play, a good painting may
              be interesting or entertaining. But how much better appreciated
              they are if the audience have themselves played, danced, acted
              or painted. The effort, the nuances, the art and the technical
              skill are so much more evident. So it is with writing. To read
              and never to have written, or to have at least attempted to write,
              is only half the experience.  In a sense, amateur writing is no different from gardening, woodworking,
              or model airplane making. It is a choice about devoting time, making
              a focused effort to do something creative and enjoying the process.
              If the garden is beautiful, the cabinet true, or the model plane
              flies, the amateur has achieved something. There may be better
              pieces by others, but so what? The joy is in the doing, the problem
              solving, the creative effort. It is not entirely in the end product.  Thus, even if my friend's first novel is an only novel, and even
              if it is only the equivalent of a 19 th -century penny dreadful,
              it is nevertheless a literary Everest for him, if for no one else.
              I am not even sure publication is necessary, although it certainly
              would be icing on the cake, recognition that he had something to
              say and said it reasonably well.  Isn't recognition what most of us really want? Most amateurs have
              no compunction about seeking it for things that they have thought
              long about and worked hard to craft. There are others, however,
              who for one reason or another have to be satisfied with the pleasure
              of writing. In my own case, for example, my literary reach has
              always been greater than my grasp. My aspirations have always been
              too high. Rejection hurts. It always has and at this late date
              in life I am seldom willing to risk what remains of my fragile
              ego for the sake of publication.  Nevertheless, I still ask myself why should Joseph Epstein and
              his buddies have all the fun? They announce what they think, skewer
              people and ideas, turn out a few good phrases every day, and enjoy
              the intellectual calisthenics of putting it all down on paper in
              a reasonably organized and polished way. They exercise imagination,
              disciplined thought, and verbal craftsmanship. Why can't I have
              a little bit of that fun too?  So my friend wrote a book. What was the harm in that? He is one
              of thousands trying to make their literary mark. He has organized
              and developed his own thoughts and presented them for all to see
              in a respectable way. He is no doubt better for it even if few
              should read him. He probably understands himself better. In the
              future, he may better appreciate another author's skill. He has
              written something big.  Let others, like Joseph Epstein and Harold Bloom, fulminate about
              whether work like that should be published. That's what editors
              and publishers are for: to accept, reject, commission, and improve
              the writings of others; to take the commercial risk. The fundamental disorderliness of all these people having ideas,
            trying to express them, and jockeying to reach an audience is part
            of the human condition in a free society. It is wonderful, something
            Harold Bloom and his cohorts on literary Olympus can't quash or appreciate.   
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